Josh Malamy
: The Eight-line Poems (2011)
After "Watermelons" by Charles Simic
Green Buddhas
On the fruit stand.
We eat the smile
And spit out the teeth.
Choose no sides—
It is far from enough.
Off to go slake something,
It can be done blank-faced.
Roused by distant judo,
Thinking now meant tonight,
Beachcombing at life's coast
The skull springs its hinges.
(uncollected)
Again
Return your guitar's destruction.
When the sun has set twice,
Two days will have passed.
Loiter at the trespass.
The eyes glazed over once,
Will they do it again.
Can they be counted on,
Or has there been a change.
(uncollected)
Airlift
I betray a
Closeness, life where
I said those words
Awash with glee
To speed the tide
In and make what's
Thoroughgoing
Quintessential.
(uncollected)
Aition
tweeting birds
die
end
flamelessly
this world
not so much
i begin
its idyll
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
All of Nature
She hears other people laughing,
The old trick once more.
With good humor
I am under none of my own
power;
I do my dangerous job
At the foot of the statue
They built while laughing,
A statue of a beating heart.
(from
Paycheck University
)
Allen
I saw
Mediocre people,
About some
Of whom
I cared
A great
Deal, go
Nuts.
(uncollected)
Anopsia
Can't return, so
Much ground I've
Covered, stars a-
Bove a vatic map of
It all. Each super-
Nova unmarked, un-
Seen, chaos lacking
Meaning, absence.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Ariadne
Wrong Romans
To do as.
Stoic and
Jittery,
Leaving the
Apartment,
Coming home
Diminished.
(uncollected)
Art
Art to finally
Conclude. Does
Anything
Beyond resent-
Ment transmog-
Rify beneath
Your wings? No
Daydreaming.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Attention
Grip tape of love.
A century
Of moments.
Having lost
All capacity
For fear, still
Swayed by the
Main story.
(uncollected)
Attorney
If it's world–cal-
Ibratory,
It suffices
For an answer.
I would put that
Down; don't use a
Garden rake for
Marrow research.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Basquiat
Christmas at Basquiat's
Grave.
Here
I
am.
For Halloween I was
The renunciation of
The material sphere.
I love you, Jean-Michel.
(Green-wood Cemetery)
(from
Paycheck University
)
Bed
Where does he
Live? In the
Upset for
Days asleep
Nightingale
Verb tenses
Love fate quick-
Ly elapsed.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Before
Phantoms lie
In blood.
But do
I care.
Wormholes
Mustn't
Appear
Human.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Bell
I promised you so
Much that you should
Have known I'd never
Be able to follow
Through on most of
It. But, you didn't.
I can't help that.
It's no one's fault.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Blanket
Life's disarray
Orchardized
A candle
Stalagmitic
Pollen drip
Vinelike
In reams
Towered
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Botany
cool burning house
step down
earth bench
clarity pulse
plywood crime
risk sneakers
adding gun
life gem
(uncollected)
Bottle
The passing part
This confidence
Unwinds
Like deck
Chairs afford
Take me at
The beach
I'm shore
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Bright Oyster Bay
I look past the name
in big lights "CHICAGO"
Over the hills of Ten-
nessee down past some
Lakes, some grassier
spots and there it is,
Somewhere by the coast,
big lights "INNER PEACE"
(uncollected)
Chasm
This chasm is bottomless.
I peer in,
Watch my eyes trail the dark,
Feel my blood breathe,
Go cold as if open.
This divide of not being
In the chasm and the chasm,
These haunted borderlands.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Chatter
Senseless pulse,
Patch of lake,
Ringed sun
Horchata
.
Tried to move
In syrup,
Soil became
Their long coat.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Chicago
Never before
Such excitement
To be no one.
No heart,
In Chicago
One plays
Where's Waldo?
In Waldo.
(uncollected)
Childhood
Your heart beats against
My open hand, and mine
Against yours. We feel
Funny standing here like
This in the middle of
The sidewalk, but here we
Are—where I grew up, right,
You half giggle, half ask.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Christmas
Knee-deep in Christmas,
Always the same cheer.
Listen for sleigh bells.
What can you hear,
What do you live for?
Christmas, fear, death,
Santa Claus, silence.
For who-knows-how-long.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Cladogram
ghosting around
can't sign
their work
can't resist
some bottles
can't via
phone leave
for dead
(uncollected)
Clique
I play my lute
And try to be patient.
Violence of love.
Karma of love.
Clutch the cavern,
Bony fingers,
Give it all up,
Commune with the sea.
(uncollected)
Coda
Give myself
Whole nights
Trying to
Think it,
Often
Thinking it
By demon-
Stration.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Cold-blooded
Beautiful
Resurrector,
At love's height
The stars, though
Still small, swarm
The sky. I
No longer
See your work.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Coney Island
Took the "Q" to Coney Island,
Shot myself by the sea.
Blood ran into the sand,
Blast heard far and wide
Down Stillwell Ave. and across
Surf Ave. The Wonder Wheel
Stood still. The waves broke
And the pier slammed shut.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Copal
Christ's warped path
Through longshirtedness.
Chocolate golden ticket
Breathlessly cold.
Given the talc tree,
Its high spiritual rung,
You pick your head up
And a month has passed.
(uncollected)
Corundum
Chocolate dissolve
My mouth. Every
Indication—
At whose insistence?
At mine. Arms do not
Beat nor does the
Heart extend. Gan-
Grenous typo.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Couloir
Emptiness
Of a garden,
Unnamed streets,
Unnamed poems,
Unnamed children.
Too much time
Alone. "Bio-
Hives", pierages.
(uncollected)
Dervish
what masters yoga
to be so new to become
old as fast as it
can, as soon as it
can swim dives for
what seems days to
resurface slowly exhale
sing create time
(from
Paycheck University
)
Display
Silence object,
Disinterpret the
Punishing sphinx.
My sanity is
A national
Park. It courses with
Dumb jock blood. You
Can touch if you want.
(uncollected)
Doll
Meticulously kept,
Stored behind glass,
It looks like some
Poor synonym for joy.
I want you to lie,
Tell me you have no
Idea how it got there,
What it's doing here.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Down the Middle
If you open up a box
And find in it a sleeping fox,
Put the lid back on and run
'Cause sleeping foxes ain't no fun.
If you open up your life
Down the middle with a knife,
Don't assume you're right to shout
When not a drop of blood falls out.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Elegy
Love is dead,
Never lived.
See its grave
In your eyes.
Once believed
I could save
It. Now wise,
Mourn instead.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Entire
No game, no system.
Destroy your god.
Year of victory.
Year of victory.
Hard to figure why.
Is it the T-shirts?
It's the T-shirts,
The arms, the design.
(uncollected)
Epistle
Proximity of an object
Longer than the body
And not nailed to the wall.
Keep drinking sans leaving
House. Quit crossing my mind.
Can't necessarily
Call buying a blanket
Completing the transformation.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Exactly
Don't catch the lesson,
Miss the boat, end up
Stranded somewhere be-
Cause of it, leave it
To you to fuck it all
Up. Leave it to you to
Put everything back to-
Gether, every new day.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Failure
Failure is a bell
But lightweight—sunlight,
Hairbreadth
Aggression of the clean.
Plush ar-
Chive of
Stepping through
Wherewithal.
(uncollected)
Fauvism
Summer in Seattle,
There's never any sleep
So it's like the movie.
Spend the whole night crying,
Forgot how much I love you.
I'll do something reminds you,
Take you on a whale watch,
Or we could go bowling.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Freight Train
Asterisk
Removal
Ceremony.
Opticians,
On your marks.
Meat of recent
Decisions
Exceeds me.
(uncollected)
Friend
It's a trap.
Wake from the
Pectin sleep.
Keep using
The soap, but
Lose the ag-
Glomerat-
Ed washcloths.
(uncollected)
Genre
I thought about it and then
Decided against it. Hear
Those quarters clicking, shoeprint
On the elevator wall
Registering complete ac-
Quiescence. The signature
Of personal flourish is
Obsessive repetition.
(uncollected)
Gestalt
Symptom, solution,
Your rich body,
Anyone, because
The spirit isn't
Universal. Equi-
Librium, blank
Sequela, parity
Dangling from it.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Grieg
Skit-
Ter,
Lope,
I
Know
When
It
Ends.
(uncollected)
Guerdon
Late-night television
Advertisement for
Knives. Paid for half an
Hour, which they use to
Show 28 minutes
Of pranksters who have
Vowed to "cut through all
the bulls#$%!" Call now.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Guitar
This guitar is old and
Should be kept in its case,
Don't want dust covering
The thing, though its sound is
Dusty, like engine water through
A junkyard colander. I just
Want my things kept in some
Kind of order, that's all.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Haiku
In spring with a winter
Reveal,
Crow,
Basilisk in black Vaseline,
Swan of the power line,
Peopling
The sky’s blue silhouette,
The clouds’ grayish silhouette.
(uncollected)
Handshake
Program it
To respond
By smiling
To the thought
Of the dread
Of a life
Of making
Others smile.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Harvest
Unhide,
Ableave,
Desay,
Exreave,
Implace,
Igbrace,
Indure,
Irrace.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Havdalah
Ignorance is no walk in the park
Ringside at the grave
Distracted by zero
A world or path so designated
Researching an approach
Being cute doesn't have to be thankless
Cigarette smoking doesn't have to be legal
Determined by workload
(uncollected)
Help
sadness isn't
gel applied
once luck
wins costs
chime snail
revise graves
blindly double
night's tithe
(uncollected)
Hero
Finally
The way I
Dreamed it, my
Arm sawn off
I watched too
Much coffee
To not choose
Adventure.
(uncollected)
Hiatus
One day the pain
Is gone, the blood
Is gone. You move
And are alive
Again. The skin
Regrown, the bone
Cosseted anew
As though you'd thought it.
(uncollected)
Hill
When there
Is metaphor.
There is
A saint.
Who the
Precipice saw.
The hepatitis
Poet's at.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Impact of the Unequivocal
I don't want to
Burn myself down.
I am sending a
Vitamin C down.
Sneak out of the
House each morning.
I've come to share my
Herstory with you.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Journal
The ineffability
Of my missing fingers.
The body cradles itself;
These lifetimes are too extreme.
I send myself to test things
Ordinarily whist.
The brain pontoons the body,
The universe comes to you.
(uncollected)
Kiss
At night
We disintegrate
Two tubes
Connect breaths
Like crumbs
Ride ants
No nightfall
Weighs perishable
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Lifetime
A nice clean body
Free of all diseases
And then mimics itself:
A cephaloid head,
Cardiac heart.
That sweet voice,
Those red knees,
Abandoned.
(from
Paycheck University
)
Locker
Wait long as longer
Thrilled by my pace
Even not well-augured
Alter poetry
Perhaps there's a saying
Or deadly curse
Emits a signal
Soaking nescient hearts
(uncollected)
Long Poem
The camera's reflection
In each eye,
A plastic screen
Doubles the mind,
A suicide's mien
When you're feeling fine:
A vaccination
Against suicide.
(from
Paycheck University
)
Lovers Past
Seems like nothing wants to last,
no trace wants to be traced.
All I want is your arms
but not your arms.
Kathy Acker, Jean-Michel
Basquiat, Cy
Twombly, John Fahey, and
now you, love.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Luck
Disaster's
Protractions
Cease raging.
Sunset comes
To a nightmare,
Teeming peace.
Stillness sups
Ministration.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Magic
Magic isn't being
Unprepared. The fog of
Daylight, vague poetry
Of darkness. Shapeshift
From misery to
Misery, accept
Life's pacing. No
Love letters home.
(uncollected)
Manhattan
Every Manhattan
The soccer ball
Distinguished
Like an upswing
Wound on, scab off
Undocumented
Ad hominem
Compliment
(uncollected)
Marriage
Let's
Pop-
Si-
Cle
Stand
This
Crime
Scene.
(uncollected)
Meniscus
Not even the maze works.
Panda with glaucoma,
Don't download the
Index of phenomena.
In high health
Together we ache,
Conjuring the machine
From gimmicked schematics.
(uncollected)
Method
To say I'm happy
Is accurate. The
Poems come while walking,
The phrases "I can't,"
"I don't," "I won't," "I'm
Not" are jettisoned
Inasmuch as speech
Admits a censure.
(uncollected)
Murder
In spring (what is spring?)
Ten thousand songs would dog me
But are better for the soul
Than wine. Will to ascesis,
Will to vengeance. Look at
All of the militarized
Civilians. The only recre-
Ational activity is murder.
(uncollected)
Nomad
Two poems, either
Late or early, a
Special circle in
Hell where only I
Drive. There is a
Question that Nat-
Ure abhors. I have
The courage to know.
(from
Paycheck University
)
Northeast
In this climate of thought,
One should expect this
Weather of praxis. Hard
Rain of what-to-do, bone-
Chilling tempers, barometric
Pressure this way and that.
This is winter,
amigo
, of the
Soul, of the spirit.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Part
On any dark and stormy night,
There might be another way.
Race against the gloom,
Red moonlight on your cheek.
Wind calls your name,
Flash of lightning calls again.
Torn up by thunder,
Scattered by the rain.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Pathiness
Taught by monsters
And the absent
Elutes gently
Sloping calm. You
Call it acci-
Dental omis-
Sion, I call it
Standard English.
(uncollected)
Pennant
Grow old and die,
Or the poet inside you
Is a game save,
The most coherent
Spam e-mail
I've ever received
From your account.
Change your password.
(uncollected)
Phone
For
Whom
Love's
A
Tier,
Try
Exit
Row.
(uncollected)
Pinball
stealing from the library
wake up early
structuralism
free books
subway
book collector
return
stacks
(uncollected)
Podia
Go into
Isolation.
Save me
The trouble.
Run, tape
Rips. Zo-
Etropic
Victory lap.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Poem
Love, which I
Organized for
Myself in the
Dead of winter,
Came crawling
In. I stood
Up, I was so
Bold and unafraid.
(from
Paycheck University
)
Points to the Sky
A warning
To those who
Would make of
My death an
Apocalypse:
These little poems,
They have form,
Not so bad.
(uncollected)
Pottery
When life was a buffet,
I stuffed my face.
The waiters are leaving.
Porphyritic machine,
Magic book manipulator
(
A Thousand Plateaus
).
Mille feuilles
Filter the light.
(from
Paycheck University
)
Prodigy
After Easter we
Gather the eggs
We've stowed in
Drawers and set
Out in baskets
To return them
To the chickens
Out in the coop.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Rain
While you were gone
I bought beer.
No longer starved for love,
No longer drinking wine—
The thick warm socks,
Didn't I used to wear them
About the house? I
Accede defeat.
(from
Paycheck University
)
Regulus
Bored,
Scared,
Sad,
Angry,
Tired,
Nervous,
Regretful,
Nostalgic.
(uncollected)
Replay
Another fascist poem
About nothing that
Gives materialism the
Shaft. All I give one
Good goddamn about
Is the "1" or "0" that
Draws my attention
For no good reason.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Research
7 a.m. argument
Plotless dialogue
Can you call the kids
Anything derogatory
If they pay the bills
If you lived in a tent
Somewhere forested
You'd twig green leaves
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Respite
I love you.
Each tear you cry
Is a drop
Missing from
The Yarra.
Hated river,
My lover
And I starve you.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Romance
Your memory is to
My dreams what "My
Favorite Things" was to
Trane. Every time I
Go to sleep it's a
Different 1967 and
We do it for
Thirty-five minutes.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Seams
Christianity
absence
Adams
Branca
Cage
poetry
read aloud
water torture
(uncollected)
Second
One of us is lying,
One of us is telling
The truth, who are
The rest? I repeat,
One of us is telling
The truth, and the
Other is lying. The
Rest, where they are.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Shakespeare
work hard
harness
simple
register
so used to
meaning
nothing
clean break
(uncollected)
Sorry
Shoe dropped jig
Up. Attack food.
Parthenon
Byzantine.
Struggle house.
Stormy inputs.
Magnification
Hypnosis.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Study
With the loss
Of one's fear
Of dark rooms
Comes tiptoe
Creeping to
Blind corners
In search of
Random heat.
(uncollected)
Suicide
How late it blooms
And the blood rolls
Doubtless handed
Ahead by God.
Night advances
Its stars. Faced with
Unquittable tasks,
My power grows.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Talent
Commit to dicing
Before chopping.
The sky's caress
Calls itself Bee-
Keeper's Anaphy-
Laxis, or Cheese
Maker's Lactose
Intolerance.
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Together
Midnight lanterns.
No signal,
No distress.
Pain is not
A metaphor
For lesser
Or greater pain.
Midnight lanterns.
(uncollected)
Tokyo Park
For no one's sake,
Away from home,
The kind you are willing
To wait for
Appears,
Vanishes,
Returns,
All along Tokyo Park.
(from
Paycheck University
)
Tonight
What does "weakened
Pureness" even
Mean? Shin splints from
Sitting around,
First long night of
The second third.
My people are
Largely absent.
(uncollected)
Triumph
Watching
As the year bends
The number
Becomes a slogan
Rapidly
Losing its punch
Failing
Like a boomerang
(uncollected)
Twice
Everyone's here on
Business. Heidegger,
Sartre, you were right,
We have been thrown
Into the world like so
Many office holiday
Parties. We attend,
Beyond all choice.
(from
Twenty-two Poems
)
Untitled 11/20/06
leave no trace
the seven sins
of moving
life is had
i side with
the r-droppers
so had to say
how i feel
(uncollected)
Untitled 12/6/06
"No longer
Initiating."
One thing has
Happened,
Once. Staring
At the ceil-
Ing, moving
Away.
(uncollected)
Untitled 3/1/08
Only when over
Inspiration
Cutlass
Dark port
Starer
Meditated
Canyon
In which
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Untitled 6/25/06
Takes love to
Be a lion.
Many lifetimes,
The ethics,
Physical
"Lion-hood"
Mediates
From high.
(uncollected)
Untitled 6/29/06
The year Nina Simone passed
You passed as well.
Didn't know to mourn you,
Should have done so in Montreal.
That's where I remember hearing about Nina.
I haven't been back to Montreal.
Mourning, purpose—something waits
To catch one off guard!
(uncollected)
Untitled 7/11/04
mantra #2
purity of slowness of speed
immense slowness of speed
absolute stillness of heart
Listening to Melt-Banana
looking in a mirror
the heat of the eyes
death metal rules
(uncollected)
Untitled 7/15/06
Perfections of my short years,
Dot matrix clouds
In the Seattle sky,
Science is a myth,
Matter a labyrinth,
Ariadne's thread
Is your sweet words,
Beautiful boy!
(uncollected)
Untitled 7/20/06
ithaca ghosts
trees
rock
baroque mountain
the transaction
lakes
borderland
sunset
(uncollected)
Volcano
Like a viper
Hardly works
Sleeping through
Politics
Sleeps into
Capoeira
Is the dicking
Unavoidable
(from
Twenty-six Poems
)
Wood
Staring at the grain of the grain,
Staring at the grain of the eye.
A double action,
A flat surface.
Book, table,
A process,
A kiss,
While elsewhere ...
(from
Paycheck University
)
Zero
Neither inflated
nor burned
nor stretched
nor broken.
Held,
presented,
watched,
cast.
(uncollected)
Zoroastrianism
Some degree of wholeness
(A song repeated)
Speaks Dutch
(Svalbard, Norway),
Beaufort, Baffin,
Greenland, Barents,
Kara, Laptev,
East Siberian.
(from
Paycheck University
)